Lala's Blog Entry #1 - 3rd July 2010

Lopp has passed away on 02/07/2010.
From: 02/08/2006 - 02/07/2010

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My darling Lopp, I will miss cuddling you, running my fingers through your fur, miss having you lie quietly in a corner while I am working on my computer. I will miss everything about you.

Did you lick my hand so lovingly yesterday morning because you knew that it was your time to go? Were you trying to tell me how much you love me too?

In the past 4 years, you have been my best friend. You've been with me when I was happy and at my saddest points. When I was down, you never failed to brighten my day. I will forever remember your happy binkies, your chinning, your loving licks, and all the times I held you in my arms.

No other bunny will ever replace your spot in my heart. Although our time together was short, it is a period in my life which I will never forget. When I had you near me, I always taught of how true the phrase "some bunny loves me" is. But yesterday after you left me, the first thing that came to my mind was that "no bunny loves me anymore".

I miss you Lopp. I miss you so much. I woke up today hoping that it was just a bad, bad dream. That when I wake up, you would be there to start my day with loving licks but that was not to be.

Could I have done more to make your life with me happy? Did I do enough? These thoughts will always linger.

Where are you now, Lopp? Are you at the rainbow bridge? Have you met your other furry friends Belle, Hammy, Fody and Duacai? I'd feel better knowing that you are in the company of your furry friends who have left before you.

Yesterday when Brazil played Holland, I secretly wished that Holland would win. Simply because you're a Holland Lop. Silly of me isn't it? And when they did eventually win the match, I even thought you might be happy if you knew it. I know this doesn't sound like it makes much sense, but how else do I put in words how much I miss you?

Although I may never hold you in my arms or feel your gentle affection again, I'll always carry you in my heart. The memories we've shared will never fade. I'll always love you and remember you. Forever and ever.

I know you wouldn't want me to cry anymore. So I shall try to hold back the tears. I will not say good bye to you because I know you'll be able to see me from where ever you are. So in the meantime, I'll just say, till we meet again.

I love you so much my precious Lopp.